Friday, December 29, 2017

우리 사랑이 종현오빠

종현오빠야~
진짜 구망워.
너 잘 했어 💕
Thank you, for being a part of my
growing teenage years. 

Like many others, I too, felt like it was a hoax when Tiffany first told me about your suicide, your death. How could the ever smiling Jjong decide to do that? What happened, exactly?

It's been a while since your death, your funeral. 
But it's only now that reality has decided to sink in, slowly. 

It always felt like you would still be here,
back for another concert. Another fan signing.
Singing your heart out for people who love you. 
You stayed, for people who love you. 

But the you who stayed for people you love,
soon realised that they were the ones who were stopping you from leaving.
And that you only stayed, only for them. 

But so be it,
if death was the only way out of your misery.
If leaving us would bring out your smile again.
I only wish you the very best,
for you left me and many others with nothing but happy memories.

Thank you,
the you who brought me many fangirl moments,
the you who sang for my very first concert,
the you who added the very essence to SHINee songs,
the you, who we will all remember in our hearts.

Your memory will always stay with us. 

Friday, May 26, 2017

Messin' with Mommy

I was talking to my mom and my mom said the bread I bought back had a hard crust.

I told her
"the toughest people make it in life.
and you are what you eat.
so today you made it through life because you ate the tough bread."

She was speechless for a while.

She looked at me, then processed to say,
"I don't know if work is making you mad,
or if school is making you mad."

Who knows, Mommy, who knows.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

JustpostinThanksto... curry.

GOODMORNING DEAR PEOPLE~
Currently addicted Shy Boy - Secret :D :D :D
Badminton now is 3 days per week ;_; And now only my Tuesdays and weekends are free of physical acitivity D: D: D:
I NEED TO SLACKKKKK~ But then no 75% attendance also sure dead. Aiyoyo.
Oh welll....
I SHALL LOOK FORWARD TO CAMP (personal) WITH KY AND TIFF. -crowd cheers enthusiastically-
Shortpostforthetimebeingbecauseiamtotallynotbothered,andisgoingtoraveaboutthecampnow. TEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHEE.

Sunday, December 12, 2010

hello :D

Once again for the very seldom times that I post, I post. HAHA.
So if you even bother coming here to see stuff I post, hello :D
Well, as christmas is approaching, I'm getting more and more worried.
Why?
Well, its because... I HAVEN'T DONE MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK! :D
It's a wonder how I can even put a smiley face when I haven't done my homework...
I'm a bad child. Boohoo.

Hopefully I will finish before 25 dec. -GOAL-
If I don't, I'M DOOMED.
And my secondary 3 teachers will have bad impressions from DAY ONE.
But then again, I don't really care.
But then again, they give me marks.
Therefore, I must do their work WELL AND TIDY AND V V V BIG so their blinds eyes can see the light!

And the mistakes. o.o"

But oh well, its their choice anyway...
To give me marks that i sorta "deserve"
I think I might do it in a slipshod way though -sorry-
But then again its the holidays! Who wants to do boring old homework? D:
ITS DEPRESSING.

DEPRESSING IS DEPRESSING. Hahaha.
I don't make sense anymore =.=
Oh well. :D

I had a dream yesterday about some Egyptian adventure d:
We had to say sweet dreams to guards who passed by to wish them well or they'd kill us.
I even had to say it again to a snake because I called it stupid =.=
Which is really weird btw.
Hahahaha
Never mind, I think it might be another dream that I might cherish (or forget)
But its ok. :D

I had the experience of having a good dream, rather than having the one where a guy haunted me D:
Or the one where I had 9 fingers and one of them was disgusting D:

NIGHTMARES X GOOD DREAMS O

I like good dreams...
I can even remember one from my kindergarden/primary school days :D
It's about flying with the powerpuff girls!
Note : It's childish because well, look at when I dreamt it.

I think I shall end my blog post now :D
Goodbye~

Monday, October 11, 2010

....

I decided to post every few months because ... Well I might say this now but do another thing later, so I'll leave this as that. Teehee.

SHINee came out with Lucifer then Hello :D
Hello is cute :3
Tomorrow is the Mathematics EOY and thinking about it makes me wonder if there's really a need to learn such ... difficult math formulas and such at this age. Last time, people didn't need to learn such difficult formulas and numbers, and had a peaceful and enjoyable life.

In this era, however, everybody's rushing about, stressing about work or studying, and connects it to how everything we do will result in tomorrow's outcome... It is true in a way, but then again nobody stops to think about little things that we normally don't take notice of.

We know that we should learn how to appreciated this kind of little things, but we still go with the fast flow of the city. Life in Australia is appreciated, and everyone stops work at 6PM to get home to cook for their kids or to play with them, but here in this fast-paced life, nobody stops here to enjoy some tea, etc.

.... I shall end my rant here =.=
Bottom line : They shouldn't make us learn such difficult math.
Reason : There's really no need to.

Besides that, I took my Science EOY today... A whole 2 hours just to do Section A, B, C. I think I finished with 10 minutes left ... Enough to check my papers to ensure I didn't miss out any question :D

I'm still bothered about next year where I would be Secondary 3... The streaming results scare me, I think I would have to take Art & Design if I choose not to take Additional Mathematics... Mathematics really do not register in my brain. It's like making me understand how some people think sometimes.

I hope everything works out in the end and that I get subjects I actually like or excel in rather than a subject that I cannot understand or excel in =.= This really bothers me in the back of my head. The mathematics EOY tomorrow bothers me as well... I wish some pupils could skip math or something D:

Bye bye.
I wish my good luck tomorrow ;_;
PS: I even made a wish at 11:11 ... I hope it comes true :D

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Wow. I came back. Wtf.

I felt weird looking at my own posts and thinking : WHEN THE HELL DID THIS HAPPEN?
Hahahaha~ .... I LOVE JONGHYUNNNNN~ :D



.... I shall mention Kar Yee now =.= HERE'S ONE POST FOR YOU. HAPPY? :D
.... Blogging is boring =.= There's nothing interesting here~~
PS : Andria came and gone... Bye Jinwoon lookalike~
SHINEE SHINEE SHINEE SHINEE COMEBACK COMEBACK COMEBACK COMEBACK COMEBACK!!!!

Hurry come back :D :D :D :D
Super Junior's No Other MV is super nicE!
Jonghyun Jonghyun Jonghyun Jonghyun Jonghyun Jonghyun Jonghyun!!
Spazzing~~~~~

If SHINee's concept happen to be the five elements...... Jonghyun would REALLY suit fire ;D
I don't like going out with my mother's gym gay friends... I'm more accustomed to MY friends.
-Obviously-
And so I refused her offer to bring me and my sister out to eat, mainly because of her friends. =.= I don't understand my mother sometimes...

KAR YEE I GOT MENTION YOU IN THIS POST DATED JULY 10 2010 OK? ;D

OK BYE.
xD
Peace... & War.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Emm... Erm... HMM...

I am... now alive... from the grave... of deadness.
Blog super deaddddddd .
LIVE BLOG. REVIVE LIKE JESUS OR SOMETHING (:
Goshhhhhh. Moannnnn... Groannnnnnn .
Skewl...
Homework :
Powerpoint of D&T ( Due next lesson )
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Cant remember anymore. END.
2010 is here~
New classmate~ Andria~
Vibrating fat moms in the shower ftw. xD
I'm sorry D:
I'm weird :D
And no one... reads this... WOOTS! Remember my homework for me oh bloggie. BYE.